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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Endless effort!


I wanna get something that can help me to update my blog anytime.
Sometimes when the ideas click, i wasn't in front of pc.
But now, when i'm with my pc.
totally blank.
no inspiration, no idea, nothing.
empty.
i think i need something to connect my mind to the blog.
you know, things like when im thinking, can suddenly connect to my blog.
with its super high tech browsing, which can search image that i potrayed at my mind that time.
Anyway, is anyone knows search engine for image?

now.
im thinking hard of any unique situation these few days..
nothing come out.
hmm..

i went to swimming class yesterday.
guess what, im still not able to swim!
not even float!
and worsely, my coursemate, already passed her first crawl, breaststroke.
(which indonesian more familiar with terms like "froggie style" )
and me
stuck with the breastroke forever.
great!
in fact, she already started her second crawl, frontcrawl!


my endless life in swimming pool
I can't see when i will "graduate" from my course.
hmm..
lets see, swimming stroke actually has a lot of different style:
  • Inverted butterfly
  • Back double trudgen
  • Flutter back finning
  • Feet first swimming
  • Oarstroke
  • Corkscrew swimming
  • Underwater swimming
  • Gliding
  • Turtle stroke


see.. a lot right?
who the heck want to learn all of this?

My mission is only one right now
to be able to float!
which is sounds impossible to me right now.
i have to be able to master at least one or two style,
then maybe after that, only im able to float. (is it have to be like that?)

im a little bit dissapointed with myself right now.
seeing my coursemate goes one step ahead,
and left me behind.
this feeling discourage me to go to class.
You know, the feeling like lazy to go class, seeing someone already know how to swim
but you are not. In fact, you want it sooo much to be able to swim.
seeing the coach's fed up face.
Ya, i think she fed up see me making no progress at all.
that kind of feeling that makes me..sigh 1000x..

but to be honest.
i make a little progress.
im still scared of water ( pathetic, isn't it ?!),
but im able to dive my head inside the water!
i know its sounds so usual.
but for me, its a big progress! :D

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